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Saturday, April 10, 2010
 how true. If you've been following me on Facebook or Plurk, you should know I'm not feeling very good at heart. Feeling bad should never be a crime, instead its good once in a while. But of course you should not feel emotional every single moment of your life. Unlike some people, I have stopped feeling upset after listening to Tears In Heaven by Eric Clapton a few times. I've got to hand it to those singers, they can sing with such emotion and feeling, whereas I sing plainly for the sake of singing. Sometimes I sing when I'm upset or happy, but I can't feel the song when I'm concentrating on my notes, y'know? :-( Which probably means I'm not as good as a singer unlike Amanda! When I heard Tears In Heaven, it made me realize how naive I've been. No love is perfect, except for God's love. "Est-ce que j'ai vraiment été dans l'amour avec ce Monsieur qui m'a fait le cri quand il a flirté sur Facebook ?" Its unbelievable, when I look back and see how silly I was to fall for someone like him. What was I thinking? If I could say this to myself previously, I'd say "Hahaha, told you so. Why waste your tears? I really feel bad for myself.  Its not fair, when everyone else doesn't seem to be affected by these 'love' issues, I've tried to forget. But somehow no matter how hard I try, I don't seem to be forgetting, or even ignoring it the slightest bit.  I want to shout this out loud "I WANT TO FORGET THIS BOY WHO MADE ME CRY, BUT HE GIVES ME HOPE EVEN THOUGH HE'S A FLIRT AND HAS A GIRLFRIEND!" Good night, I'm off to 'goodnightland' and am psyched for today ! (its 1:58 now.) Labels: dailies., love., soul., SUPER LONG POST |
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